Streamline

i’ve been waiting so long to get out of westchester, and even though there’s a decent amount of time left here, it isn’t been as far away as i’d been thinking. i guess my mind was still stuck in a few years ago. there’s so much future left, and i can’t wait to start moving. i’m not letting anything get in my way, or bring me down. and i feel bad about it, but i’m going to be dropping some friends along the way because i know they’ll only be dragging me down, whether or not they’re doing it intentionally. i still know i’ll always have friends who will be there for me, and have my back, and there’s a lot of comfort in that. there’s so much more than here. here is made and nail salons and senior classes with 90 people, and everyone in everyone else’s business. there’s much better things that i’m going to get myself. i’m putting myself in a existentialistic mindset because i know there aren’t any handouts in life – i’m going to get this myself, and i can’t wait.